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chronicles of narnia. i just sat in awe as i watched this movie yesterday. it was a great reminder of the love God had for us. We turn away but HE is always waiting for us to come back. It is all because of His unconditional love because HE first loves us.

This is love : not that we loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Dear Friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. - 1 John 4: 10-12

just like how aslan walked along the beach and disappeared..

you have a perfect plan for me.
and even when you want me to learn the hard way, i know it is the best way.

YOU will come back and pick me one day. (=

i like how things are working out now.
no ~~cold ward~~ after all.
it amazes me how God works within the hearts of my family and myself.

i was talking to my sister today and we were talking about the prayer i made about asking for more challenges this year.yes, it has been a tough year and it hasnt been easy on me. it has been one emotional rollarcoaster but i am glad i did pray for that prayer. maybe i did not handle all the challenges well but i tried my best and i do think i have become a much better person.

i dont know whether these challenges have made me increase my faith in Him but i do know that i have understood that His ways are far greater than mine and nothing is impossible with Him around. =)

God is good. And in all His ways, i know His plans are perfect for me.

i should start thinking about my
new year resolutions for 2006.

you are my source and my salvation
nothing compares to you
all of my days i long to know you more

merry christmas.

the season of giving.
the season of reflecting of His arrival.
the presents and the gifts
that i appreciate so much.
yes, it was a good christmas this year.

it was a good week. worship retreat. trip up to malaysia.
i think i have been spending a lot of time with my church friends.
but that's good. i have learnt a lot through this whole dec hols.
=)

bidding starts soon. my heart is still burdened of how to break the news.
cold war will start soon. it is a matter of time.
but God has really instilled upon me to start thinking of my future
and working hard to get to where i want to go.
it is time to step up. (:

all in all, i still want to give thanks.
i trust and i commit everything to you.
amen.

Father of life
draw me closer
Lord, my heart is set on you
let me run the race of time
with your life unfolding mine
and let the peace of God
let it reign

O Lord i hunger for more of you
rise up within me let me know your truth
O Holy Spirit saturate my soul
and let the life of God
fill me now
let your healing power
bring life and make me whole
and let the peace of God
let it reign

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take it. leave it. just run with the race of time.
run in the way that HE is always first and you are always second.
run towards the goal in Christ Jesus.
let me run so that Your life will unfold within me.

i humbly come.

i thought i had the answer.
i thought i had the peace.

but right now, i am just standing here all confused.

Teach me what to do
Teach me how to wait and just trust.
Teach me to dry up my tears because YOUR comfort covers everything.
Teach me how to let go and just move on.

yes, i commit to YOU again.

everything i need is YOU
my beginning my forever

off to youth camp.

my laptop's hard disk crashed! i think i am going to sit down and cry like a baby. all my important documents, my videos, my music clips are all GONE!!! i din even manage to finish some of the videos that i downloaded. i am going to start cursing soon and the worst thing is some of the camp comm stuff that we discussed today is gone. :(

*faints

off to nus computer center tml.
praying that they can help me retrieve something back. (:

let your peace reign in me

i declared geog as my major and i have thought of what modules i will do next sem. i really hope that there wont be any regrets. i know i am still scared of going for lectures/tutorials alone but i know at least i am more prepared than last sem and i know i need to trust and just let Him work in me. (:

i cant help but fall on my knees and thank YOU for keeping me strong this year.
it has been a tough year but i know that nothing is impossible with YOU around. That comforts me alot and i believe in the plans YOU have for me.

i will try not to think about the modules selection for now. i just have to leave YOU to help me make those major decisions.

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trying to get the tickets right now.
praying that they will reply me soon.
argh. i need to have something to look forward too.
HAHA. (:

because of you

church camp was good.
the sermons spoke to my heart
and God has laid an answer in my heart.
this is home and no matter how tough it is,
i still want to stay on and serve in a place in which i love and grew up in.
=)
i enjoyed the company of my church friends
and i cant wait for youth camp now.

youth camp planning starts tml.
it is going to be tough
but i am really learning to commit it to Him.

just found out that i have to declare my major by 7th dec. i dont really know whether i should choose geog or social work. it is just soooo irritating because i cant seem to make up my mind. i really need to sit down and start praying about it.

pls make time pass slower.
i want to enjoy every minute of my holiday time with my friends. (:

i know your love dispels all my fears

let YOUR love fall down on me